I would just like to fell beautiful :(

Bro, i can´t look at myself in the mirror whithout makeup, i´ve become dependent on makeup, i can´t feel beautiful anymore without it. And this is very horrible, seriously!!.

I´m tired of all the endless perfect angles, lighting, makeup and filters i just want to feel beautiful in my skin again without worrying about my imperfections.

The worst part is not being able to leave the house whithout anything in my face, because in my head if i leave with a clean face everyone will judge me and think i´m ridiculous :(

i wanted to charge this thought, but unfortunately i can´t.